I'm so horribly sick today and last night...
I think i had some kind of muscle cramps the whole night..
Both of arms and back were numb and I felt pain lying down or sitting up..
ARGH..
It was a terrible night...
Couldn't get any sleep...
Until about 2am...
I finally went to take some paraceptemol to relieve the pain...
Woke up at 7.30am...
Now trying to make a summary for Dev Psych..
Its on friday morning...
I had my Stats paper and Biz Law paper yesterday...
Stats was terrible..
I totally blanked out..
Biz law was alot better...
I finished early but i just sat there and read through again..
Daddy came to pick me up...
Luckily he came.. Otherwise i would be cramping my way home....
I've never felt so much pain before..
Argh..
Hope it stops...
Mummy said its probably due to my stress...
But i think its because i wrote too much for Biz Law...
14 full pages...
Ouch..
Better start studying dev psych...
have my korean paper tml evening..
so i'll spend tml morning and afternoon studying korean...
the whole of today shall be purely dev~
Goin through LIFE and DEATH again today....
You just called me to say that you will be out of training..
Your back problem is very very serious..
haiz... i'm even more worried now...
Bad news is.. you might have to re-do BMT!!!
ARGH...
How am I going to go through another 14 day torture???
omg...
I'm so sick now too....
Super bad flu and super pain throat...
Went to see the doctor today...
Queued for 2 hours...
Luckily I didn't waste my time there..
Brought my biz law notes there to study...
Almost done with biz law...
Gonna have an early night...
I'm feeling quite drowsy...
My mucus is dripping like a leaking tap...
Haiz..
I'm quite depressed now...
I really don't want you to go through another BMT...
:(
I really hate NS for ruining our lives..
You just called...
But we spoke for less than 3 minutes...
Your sir keep coming in to disrupt our conversation...
I was super irritated...
I think i sounded really angry..
Sorry i didn't mean it to be that way....
But i really wanted to talk to you..
Exams are less than 36 hours away....
I'm really scared...
I need your support..
But.. you're stuck in there..
Just when i needed you most...
I think NS ruined our wonderful lives...
When will it end?
I just cried..
I feel even more sick now...
I think En en spread her illness to me...
My head hurts...
My nose is runny...
My throat is itchy...
I think i'm gonna fall sick this week...
And i'm moving back to hostel tomorrow morning...
Nobody's gonna take care of me..
Poor me...
Where are you?
I miss your surprise visits and supper...
Even though i don't want to gain weight, I still want to eat them...
I need you...
today's my study break day...
i took a whole day off...
shopping... playing...
spent 3hrs 44 mins at IMM with ah bear and her princess...
quite a terrible day, i might say....
Princess Jalyn was giving us alot of trouble...
cranky when she's sick..
some spots on her hand and foot...
uh oh.. might be HFMD...
she just made me really mad...
i tried to make her sleep..
but she insisted on going onto my bed...
and she made a huge mess...
throwing all my darling stuffed toys down..
ARGH...
and the worst thing she did...
was to put her pacifier in my ELMO's mouth!!!!!!
ARGH ARGH...
now that she's sick, her breath is absolutely disgusting...
ewwwwww...
poor elmo...
he might get HFMD + bad breath too..
oh.. and she did one last thing tt made me SUPER ANGRY..
she used her head to hit my nose.. AGAIN..
ouch..
it's super pain ok?
my nose is so sensitive and she has to do things to make it worse...
seems like my nose is her favourite whack spot..
i think my nose is gonna get broken soon...
sometimes i hear loose bones in there..
so i threw her out of my room...
but she eventually climbed back to me...
she knows i'm REALLY angry...
so she's lying down there like an angel..
but i'm still going to ignore her...
i can't let her trample all over me forever...
let her know that I can't be trifled with... RARRRRRRR..
ok... she's asleep..
finally...
anyway... we had a really short chat last night...
4 mins 1 sec only..
at least you told me i was right about you..
i smsed you...
"Dardar...
Must really take care of urself ok?
Just now you tell mi abt ur back, i really veri worried..
I know its tough on u, but even if i'm not physically beside you,
i'll be with you mentally...
Stay strong n dun cry k?
Be careful in everything you do...
I love you very much..."
you said: how come i know?
of course i know...
i can hear your heart too...
i heard your heart cry...
but actually i wasn't that happy in the end...
during these 4 mins 1 sec, you were still talking to your friends..
i was really disappointed...
sometimes i worry about how we are going to carry on...
you seem to be leading a completely different life in there...
and you aren't really enthusiastic about sharing it with me...
i feel quite neglected out here...
i miss my friends..
i haven't seen huan, colin and bing since the kbox session...
i was too caught up with you... and my studies...
totally neglected them...
i feel quite sad...
haiz... even my 2 favourite food stalls have closed down...
Market Hokkien Mee and the Prata Shop downstairs..
arghhhh....
luckily my wanton mee is still hanging in there...
i'd better patronize it more often lest it *touch wood* also...
even though you did call me just now, it was just for a short while...
you even called alex first...
haiz.. i'll NEVER EVER be your FIRST or SECOND priority..
i'm always LAST in your heart..
i think i need to cry..
i am...
Poor Dardar..
you told me yesterday that you kind of injured your back...
ouch.. my heart hurts too..
i'm so worried about you...
the last time you injured his back, you went for accupuncture...
and you cried.. cos it really hurt...
but you said that you kept thinking of me to distract the pain...
i really wonder how are you now..
En en fell sick last night..
suddenly had fever... 39.2 degrees..
went to see doctor...
suspected HFMD...
her itchy hand itchy mouth itchy feet...
haiz..
poor girl... fever kept running the whole day...
hope both of you get better...
i'm almost finishing my revision...
yay~
miss you super lots~
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Haiz... i've been studying the whole day and i only completed 2 chaps...
I'm so slow..
How will i catch up?
It's been a week since you went to Tekong..
I feel quite sad whenever you tell me about how hard your training is...
:( my poor dardar..
I brought en en to school today..
:) she never cry so much already...
haha Yi Yi Power!!
She's much better...
Willingly walk into the classroom..
BUT her teacher said that she drink from other kids' water bottle...
"She needs some discipline..."
haha...
En en needs "some training~~"
I'm going to study another chapter later...
Cannot slack!!! Study study study!!
8 more days to book out!!!
I miss you dardar~~
*muarkZ*
yay~ 9 more days to book out!!!
i wonder how are you now..
last night we chatted till quite late too...
my poor dardar...
must wash clothes by himself...
just now i made breakfast for myself...
egg sandwich...
then i suddenly thought abt you..
you were the one who taught me how to break an egg nicely...
hahaha..
i used to eat egg sandwich + egg shells...
den i remembered the time tt you came to cook for me during my o levels...
i miss your cooking...
and i miss cooking together with you...
i miss the meals that we had together... feeding each other...
hmmz...
it will be some time before i can taste your cookng again....
~~counting down~~
i think my my countdown timer is a curse and a blessing..
i remember it counting down 150 days to "daryL go NS"..
and it was super fast...
hope it will be fast this time round too~~ :D
Countdown to daryL Book Out: 10D 1H 1M