i took a whole day off...
shopping... playing...
spent 3hrs 44 mins at IMM with ah bear and her princess...
quite a terrible day, i might say....
Princess Jalyn was giving us alot of trouble...
cranky when she's sick..
some spots on her hand and foot...
uh oh.. might be HFMD...
she just made me really mad...
i tried to make her sleep..
but she insisted on going onto my bed...
and she made a huge mess...
throwing all my darling stuffed toys down..
ARGH...
and the worst thing she did...
was to put her pacifier in my ELMO's mouth!!!!!!
ARGH ARGH...
now that she's sick, her breath is absolutely disgusting...
ewwwwww...
poor elmo...
he might get HFMD + bad breath too..
oh.. and she did one last thing tt made me SUPER ANGRY..
she used her head to hit my nose.. AGAIN..
ouch..
it's super pain ok?
my nose is so sensitive and she has to do things to make it worse...
seems like my nose is her favourite whack spot..
i think my nose is gonna get broken soon...
sometimes i hear loose bones in there..
so i threw her out of my room...
but she eventually climbed back to me...
she knows i'm REALLY angry...
so she's lying down there like an angel..
but i'm still going to ignore her...
i can't let her trample all over me forever...
let her know that I can't be trifled with... RARRRRRRR..
ok... she's asleep..
finally...
anyway... we had a really short chat last night...
4 mins 1 sec only..
at least you told me i was right about you..
i smsed you...
"Dardar...
Must really take care of urself ok?
Just now you tell mi abt ur back, i really veri worried..
I know its tough on u, but even if i'm not physically beside you,
i'll be with you mentally...
Stay strong n dun cry k?
Be careful in everything you do...
I love you very much..."
you said: how come i know?
of course i know...
i can hear your heart too...
i heard your heart cry...
but actually i wasn't that happy in the end...
during these 4 mins 1 sec, you were still talking to your friends..
i was really disappointed...
sometimes i worry about how we are going to carry on...
you seem to be leading a completely different life in there...
and you aren't really enthusiastic about sharing it with me...
i feel quite neglected out here...
i was really disappointed...
sometimes i worry about how we are going to carry on...
you seem to be leading a completely different life in there...
and you aren't really enthusiastic about sharing it with me...
i feel quite neglected out here...
i miss my friends..
i haven't seen huan, colin and bing since the kbox session...
i was too caught up with you... and my studies...
totally neglected them...
i feel quite sad...
haiz... even my 2 favourite food stalls have closed down...
Market Hokkien Mee and the Prata Shop downstairs..
arghhhh....
luckily my wanton mee is still hanging in there...
i'd better patronize it more often lest it *touch wood* also...
even though you did call me just now, it was just for a short while...
you even called alex first...
haiz.. i'll NEVER EVER be your FIRST or SECOND priority..
i'm always LAST in your heart..
i think i need to cry..
i am...